Let's talk about a story.. My story..

I finished work at 3.30am, reached home at 5am, working at 1.30pm later.. Gosh, I hope I'm having enough rest! Event for today's smooth! Because I wasn't working at concession! Hahaha! Box Office sucks today though, many people come and go because the show they want to watch (Avatar & Bodyguard and Assassins) are sold out. Saw alot of pissed off face in other words lol. Tiring day anyway! Having a bad throat soon, hell. Hopefully sunday won't be occupied by work even if I have to work OT for tomorrow.. Biatch! I'm using laptop to post, very uneasy because I prefer desktop than laptop, the keyboard is so, weird lol.


Ciao.

Labels: Daily Entries., Funny.

18/12/09 (Friday)

Laptop arrival.

Work.

19&20/12/09 (Saturday&Sunday)

On standby for work on both days.

Going out for meetup.

I'm falling sick soon, feel as though there's something stuck in my throat, gosh! I need a break sooner and not later.. Okay, shall take a break today, time goes really very slow for me today, weird and unusual.. Maybe because there's alot of crowd today.. How am I gonna survive for tomorrow hmm..


Ciao.

Labels: Daily Entries.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Her.

I've been working, overtime for almost every time whenever I'm working. Working day's great, never really have to pay for down payment lately, trying to keep it up.. Midnight bus ride is killer, bus 61, directly to my house nearest interchange but it takes around an full hour to reach there and waiting for the bus is worst than anything, sometimes maybe even 20 minutes long gosh. Train ride is more of a killer although I will take only around 40 minutes to reach my house; The standing and squeezing in pack train : Killer. I'm already standing for 5 hours during work, don't want to stand anymore definitely after work :S But well, this job is better than Nike somehow or rather (although I get to sit around a lot when I work there).


I hope saturday or sunday won't be taken up by work completely, hopefully they'll leave me a day more to breathe, might be heading out soon.. Wednesday maybe? Haven't really got time with family or friends lately partly due to work, or even my sleeping hours, it's really screwed! I sleep around 5 or 6 in the morning and wake up just to prepare for work because I don't have time to do anything else, not to mention breakfast or even lunch because I slept through both of it. I realize I couldn't focus during work today though, don't know why.. I need to snap out of it soon..


Anyway, have been talking lately, trying to talk more often at work to gain back my life, I need to, badly. Besides going home late and trying to speak up, I'm moving, at least trying. It's a good thing although its hard but I'm trying really hard. Okay, I guess I'll really sleep early today because there's work tomorrow even though it's already 4am now lol!


Ciao.




I thought I saw you but no, it isn't.
I startled when I saw someone like you.
A lot, startled really a lot, maybe I couldn't help it.
It's really killing me somehow or rather now from time to time.
I guess, I need to get out of the box seriously.
If not, I'll fall badly again.
And, even if it's you, I can't do much.
Because, it's helpless now.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Her., Sad., Thankful.

Labels: Her., Sad.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Her., Movie., Sad., Thankful.

I love working nowadays thus I planned my schedule as pack as I can. I'm only free on this coming sunday and next coming monday, next tuesday to sunday will be packed with work and till then, I won't be free at all :)


I love traveling on foot thus I walked home from "Chinese Garden" MRT station today. I took an hour, no lesser or more than it to find ways with road signs and directory from people working around the stations :)


I love tiring myself out like hell thus I do all these very recently. It kills my brain cells to think about things which I don't dare to think about, at least giving me some time to adapt to such things and feeling :)


Sometimes, I really love this feeling, getting really tired out..
I hate to think, it makes myself complicated.
I hate to think, it makes myself look like a idiot.
I hate to think, it makes myself feel like a fool.
I hate to think, it makes myself to regret terribly.
I hate to think, it'll only worsen my days/nights.


At this current moment, I only want to sleep, perhaps giving myself the longest bedtime ever and when I wake up, the same sequence repeats again!


Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Sleep - Work - Home - Sleep - Work - Home..


I'm also having irregular meal-time, feeding on light meals at the start of the day after I wake up and with just fruits or even lighter meals at the end of the day before I go to bed. Yes, I'm losing weighs! But I'm working out at the end of the day every night to keep myself in shape for work too!


I don't like to speak recently.. I feel like a stranger or loner at work sometimes but I enjoys it somehow! The only people I really interact with is customers. I realized, it's always better having people to just talk to you for awhile and let them go off the next minute, at least you will feel least disappointed. No, I'm just refering it to any thing but it's just what I really realized and hey, maybe it's better off that way?


At the end of the day, yeah maybe I'm at loss.. But see, I realised, I don't give a shit anymore as long as I'm tired out.
Yes, I have no social life anymore for now.
Yes, I'm a no-lifer but it's not really a bad thing because I get paid for being so no life.
Yes, I'm tired of living at the same time while getting paid (LOL!)
No, I haven't give up on life yet because if I do, I wouldn't be writting all these bullsh*t!
Alright, I need a break from all these! Next post next time!


Ciao.

Labels: Daily Entries., Daily Notes., Funny., Her., Sad., Thankful.